Vivacious You !!

It was an end of the longest chapter in my life, my last chance at getting whom I always wanted. It had a sad ending after all. Well what good is a love story if it ends happily. So she stood her ground, and I had to accept defeat. There were minuscule hopes attached but the pain after the loss was surprisingly excruciating. Anyways this is not about her, finally.

For all reference this Vivacious girl will be called as Maquina !

So we meet again. This time she didn't have friends around in the same town. I must confess that I found her attractive from the moment I saw her last year. Well so was the case from her end too, the guitar must have been a driving factor initially, so she said. The age difference was never a thing coming in our way as she was advanced and I a bit stunted.

I don't consider that I have lived a non-exciting life or anything but yes she has definitely taught me how to live in the moment and to enjoy it no matter what, be it a funeral !!!
About revenge- yes I do agree that it's sweet as puts it. But I am gonna crave to taste Maquina again.
And about love- " You can't truly love another person, if you don't love yourself in the first place ".
There were many 'firsts' for me in the last few weeks, full of emotions: anger, happiness, lust, care, fear etc., still need to catch up on many things in life, thankfully I am just 26.

I can be all praise for her for days, but I won't. Sadness would be out of scope for me now, and for that I am highly indebted as the pain has subsided and I am rejuvenated. There is this funny thing about happiness, that you feel world is full of possibilities yet you wouldn't want to give credit to the enabler.

We'll meet again, before we bid adieu,
May be a fresh start, likeness in desire...
you will shine like you always do,
As I will light you up, with no Fire...

places/ things which never will be the same again.

CP
Hauz khas... Maquina , Social offline..
Saket
Zoomcar
PG disaster
MG road
Golf coarse road
Greator Kailash
GPS
Ice-cream
Miller

P.S.: The Greed remains.......would want to take up wanderlust with Maquina before I disappear.
Eagerly waiting for the end of the year ! there will be a new me , and I hope there's the same You !!
Fare-thee-well till then !!

Anuj