Saturday 21 December 2013

Test of Dignity

You have always been taught to maintain dignity in all circumstances . No matter what, you don't give in, don't let your urge take over, But what if the urge is in itself to lose your dignity. lose whatever you once believed in, since your beliefs didn't turn our well for you.
You seek change, and you now believe that this change necessarily comes at the cost of your self-esteem. Isn't your will that you possess strong enough to hold you back.
Letting the negative thoughts prevail, is it justified?
Who exactly can judge what's positive & negative?
Conscience does hint that some action won't be called ethical but isn't that a restraint being put upon an individual's right to freedom? what if he wants to break free?
So you set an agenda, a futuristic one , of trying out something you haven't till date being submissive to the restraints imposed. The day slowly approaches for you to break free from the shackles and second thoughts creep in.
Is it the goodness inside calling or is it you pussying out?
It takes a lot of courage/stupidity to make the leap. You think to yourself if you're up for it?
What exactly is stopping you? Perhaps the fear of regret that will or probably will come later on.
Won't you be able to forgive yourself. There's definitely this dilemma encircling your thoughts that regret will prevail anyhow.
A condition of Zugzwang, where the most viable move would be to not move at all. But are we born for only this, to be stunted??
Make a move , take the leap, with no regrets.
Life is too short to do right things all the time.

-Anuj Kalra

Wednesday 18 December 2013

Karma

Lost in search of achieving, you find yourself clueless somehow.. desire that existed once, is merely a story now..
Destiny grows on you no matter what, still KARMA Is by choice not force.. Believing that " I am the author ", the story moves on its own..
Convincing oneself of what prevails, the ephemeral beliefs fades.. debauched lifestyle comes in aid, Daintly opening the hell gates..
Besieged by people of all sorts, deigned to help others .. Finding yourself amidst the abyss, not considering it a gift but curse..
Who is worthy of emulation? Would you meet him anon or won't you? If you are tired Pondering the question, KARMA is your clue..
Anuj Kalra

A never ending feeling..

You will be remembered though i lost you long time ago, in the memory lanes i lingered, recollecting moments, craving for more...
purpose in life is a must you were mine, I had control these days I'm being controlled by lust losing my beliefs, losing my soul...
if only I could time travel, I'll put everything right dreams will turn to reality with each passing night...
Someday we'll meet at the crossroads two strangers yet again, left with no more open doors an abyss, this never ending memory lane..

Anuj Kalra